After writing literally thousands of blog posts, I am finally at a loss for words. I can’t bring myself to type the details…my heart is so shattered.
It was Elroy who had a vet appointment scheduled today- but it was Frodo who I took instead. If we hadn’t had snow last night, I probably would not have noticed the blood in his urine this morning….
Numerous tests were inconclusive- but he was feeling fine. Absolutely fine. Barking and wagging and cooperating for needles and an ultrasound exam. And we came home to wait for some results that were sent off. But there was no feeling of urgency or dread…
He took a good walk with the boys down to the lake, and waited for supper. And then something happened. He was not himself.
I rushed him to the emergency clinic, but he was gone. He never did like to ride in the car.
One can do all the rational discussions in their brain “he had cardiac issues for years…. he was 14 years old….he didn’t suffer…“
But while my brain rattles on, my heart is screaming “NOOOOO!” How can my best friend of 14 years, my puppy nanny, my teammate, my protector, my best photography model, my household ruler, my soulmate be gone? If it wasn’t for Frodo and my introduction to this wonderful breed, there would have been no Viktor. And no blog. And no friendships made around the globe. Besides the gift of so many wonderful memories, he has left me with those friendships….
When the cardiologist diagnosed him, at age 9, he explained I might be lucky and he could live to 12. My luck went beyond that with 2 additional years and 2 months. But 2 more years still would not have been enough….nor would 2 more…
Hug your canine kids tonight….
Viktorsviews. The Next Chapter. 
Oh Linda! I
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I am so, so sorry. How we all have loved your very special Frodo and looked forward to “seeing” him! He knew what he was doing when he chose you.
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So sorry for your loss. I’ve loved the blog and your adventures with the boys. My heart and love go out to you. 😒
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So sorry for your loss😢 wishing you all the strenght . Hugs…..
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I’m sobbing at my kitchen table while reading this. I wish my tears could mend your grief and his heart enough to bring him back so that you could hold him again. It wouldn’t hurt so much if we didn’t love deeply.
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I’m so very sorry. We have shared in their lives through your blog and we share your loss.
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What can I say that will ease the pain. My heart goes out to you We love them so much. He was a star. From Krystal’s mum.
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I am so very very sorry for your loss Linda. You have shared Frodo’s life with us for all these years…. May his life always carry on in your heart. RIP Frodo.
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It is so hard to say goodbye to them and we will always love and miss them. I am glad that you still have souls in your care to help keep you going. xxxx Sleep gently sweet Frodo. xxx
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So very very sorry. Words just are not enough. Big hug.
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I am so sorry for your loss. I think I have a pretty good idea of what your feeling. I lost my 10,5 year old girl, Dakota in Aug 22. And now my Boy Harley, a 14.5 year old Pon and is battling his own issues. My prayers and thoughts are with you. I know how much it hurts and drains your spirt. Be strong and treasure your memories. You will be with our pup again in heaven. And he will always be in your heart and mind.
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Sending all my love, I’m so very sorry.
Play free at the bridge now sweetheart xxxx 💖🌈🐾
’Grief is the price we pay for love’ x
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Oh no! Linda, we were just talking about Frodo on Thursday and he was in good shape then! Life is so fragile , it’s hard to believe! So sorry for your loss!
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